Excruciating Suffering: A Personal Battle With the Puzzling Suffering of Cluster Headaches
It was a dreary weekday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a teacher, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a intense pain bloomed behind my right eye. It was followed by rapid shocks, reminiscent of electric shocks. As each class came and went, the pain eased and then returned with increased intensity. Four times that day I left a colleague with activities and hurried to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried paracetamol, but the agony remained unrelenting.
The attacks returned frequently that autumn, and again in the spring, soon forming an annual pattern. September and October were the most severe, then February and March. I could anticipate the pattern: a warning sensation in the shower, early pangs on the train, full-blown pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In late 2019, a GP finally referred me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches typically begin with intense discomfort around one eye that lasts up to several hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 people are affected by the disorder, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Cluster headaches usually start with abrupt, severe agony focused on a single eye that peaks within minutes and continues for as long as three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, every day or several times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in periodic cycles; others have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the lack of extended pain-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the severity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than bone fractures or other conditions. Another found 64% of cluster patients experienced thoughts of self-harm amid bouts; the number fell to four percent when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a long-term sufferer from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the ground and hit my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition worsened through childhood. Drinking in her teens, like several triggers, made things more intense. After drinking sherry at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often interpreted her episodes as intoxicated behavior. Support finally came from her father and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after moving, but often hid her condition. She was fired from one job, in part due to time off during attacks. Her definitive identification came in 2002 at a specialist hospital.
Nevertheless, the inability to plan daily activities around erratic attacks took its effect. She especially disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her family during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented across the ages. “The first description of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write experts in a publication on the subject. They linked the disease to an evil spirit who attacked his victims' heads.
Ancient healing records propose bizarre remedies for what some experts would classify as a migraine. In the medieval times, severe headache was identified as a distinct condition, with treatments including herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a European physician who provided the first detailed description of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache happening and disappearing each day at specific hours”.
The disorder were only formally classified by international medical committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a key blood vessel which supplies blood to the head. Leading specialists in diagnosing the disorder explain this.
In the late 1990s, scientists published the results of a study for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and observed the attacks in a imaging machine. The data, featured in a major journal, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered.
In spite of such advances, identification remains slow. Jamie Charteris's attacks began in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he had multiple operations before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a doctor researched his symptoms.
Specialists say delays in diagnosis and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” one says. He proceeds by ruling out other common headache disorders, such as tension-type headache, before confirming the disorder. A detailed patient history is crucial: on which part of the head do symptoms appear? For how much time? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to specialist clinics. But a lot of first arrive to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable therapies.
A charity trustee, 78, has experienced cluster headaches for the majority of her adult life, although she has been free from an episode since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars pulled because dentists misunderstood her pain. She believes the dental profession still need greater education. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was she who replied. The author recalls calling a support line during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring advisor talked them through oxygen therapy and medication until the attack passed.
Official guidance on treatment recommend that patients are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a specific drug delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Preventive options include verapamil, which apparently soothes the attacks of well-known individuals.
But leading neurologists believe the official guidelines need revising to reflect a more defined clinical process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the cycle determines the treatment.” Brief bouts with infrequent episodes are managed with abortive therapy only. Longer or more intense periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an procedure into the side of the skull where the discomfort is that decreases nerve signals.
The national guidance need updating to reflect a